random thoughts of yers truly

pictures

Fri, 06 Mar 2009 22:56:40 GMT

been thinking for some time about making a Flickr account -since it's from Yahoo! and I already have a yahoo profile- ; if you'd like to comment/answer plz: do you have a flikr account?

also, about pictures, I'm trying to import/export/upload all the (digital) pictures I've ever made or been taken to my new laptop, in chronological order year > month > day _ for now oldest I've checked are 2003 :p

so I've found a few things I thought I'd lost, and can't find others I thought I knew were safe :-/
did any of you ever ask me for piccies (r.l.)? if so and I forgot to send you, now it's the time for you to nicely ask again (comment plz, and also send me an email so I can now where to send the pics), mkay?

later...

I'm awake!

Sat, 07 Feb 2009 02:09:55 GMT

I opened this post on Feb. 6th, 11:14pm, am actually writing something on the next day, Feb. 7th, 3:05am :p go (insomniac) me

well, this is the down side of internet, it's too d*mn vast to find exactly what you're looking for, but doesn't completely dissapoint you if you know where to look. Or at least that's how I feel right now.

I'll try to write a real update this month, no promises though.

l8r ;p

around 8760

Fri, 07 Dec 2007 20:10:50 GMT

days passed in my life ^_^

happy birthday to me!

my summer (2007)

Mon, 09 Jul 2007 11:52:29 GMT

hello all,
I'm sorry I haven't updated much during this past school-year. I've never been much good at managing my spare time, but that doesn't mean I haven't thought about writing more posts and emails.

the BIG news this time is that from tomorrow july 10th to august 23rd I'll be staying at the Beijing Language and Culture University, in China. so wish me luck!

also, I'm afraid I wont be able to comunicate much until mid september, since I have a few exams left and one lil' project yet to finish. Nevertheless, if any of you should write to me, I'd be extremely happy to read it.
[for more info on how to contact me, read friends-only post on May 21st]

best wishes for your summer, and may you be as happy as a ... something really happy? ;)

lots of love and all good things, from your soon-to-be far-away friend,

- Paloma L. G. (a.k.a. Lóu An Pìng)

Richard Sharpe

Mon, 16 Apr 2007 19:23:08 GMT

this past sunday (april 15th, 2007) I was watching tv quite idlessly when Sean Bean caught my attention, he was in a movie called "Sharpe's Challenge" about a british kinda rogue/rough soldier in India, and he looked darn good in his green jacket and different than usual accent. After the movie, I figured out I could surf the web in search of random info about the character and what had Mr. Bean been doing lately. Well, I discovered that the movie I'd just seen was the 15th in a series of tv movies filmed since 1993 and based on Bernard Cornwells' Sharpe's novels, which he's been writing since the early 80's (XXcentury) and are set between the end of XVIIIth cent. and beginning of XIXth.
so it's cool, I mean, I never thought adventure novels written by contemporaries could be as great-looking/feeling as those we ought to acknowledge as classics, be it Treasure Island, or Gulliver's Travels and so on, you know?
so now I've got this little link with bits of information about fangirls' sites on Sean Bean and official Richard Sharpe's stuff, and lots of new icons ;)p

everyonce in a while, I get this "super-fan-grrl" boost, and start looking things up, searching and buying and gathering anything that might be related to, in this last case, Richard Sharpe and/or Sean Bean with long hair and a scruffy appearance, so it might look like I was some type of "diogenes symptom sufferer"but not so, really (see compulsive hoarding).

ah well, apart from this sudden "fan grrl" syndrom, the other recent news is that I'm still studying english and chinese, I quit russian and polish, and every now and then check a bit my german vocabulary (note, not my grammar).

well, that's all for now, I'm still trying to keep more or less up with my friends' internet logs, but for now I've only read LJ, not anything else (be it blogspot/blogger/google, or wordpress or any other).

but keep writing and/or commenting and one day I'll catch up on you all :)

guess i kinda forgot my password

Wed, 07 Mar 2007 13:32:16 GMT

so it took me two weeks of checking all email accounts in search for the "lost password" link from LJ.

I am well, thanx. I'm still living at my parents' , still sudying (left russain and polishm
stuck with english and chinese -and a bit of german- , still think of the pals I made back in the summer of 2002 in the US, and still miss 'em.

if any of you reads this, well, I am logged on again, so even if I haven't read LJ in two years or so, I'd still love to hear yer newz.

anyone wanna lend a hand?

Wed, 30 Nov 2005 13:11:31 GMT

I really dislike my current blogger template (see here)

would any of you like to re-do it? no special style required, just something useful, and easy to browse through would be fine.

I'm planning on updating soon, and I mean telling you stuff about me that's new (sort of), so if you care to come by later on this year (2005) you might just see.

laters.

wish I could buy one

Wed, 07 Sep 2005 17:58:52 GMT

Blinking Lights Ninja Star Pin (animated gif picture of actual product) from the MetStore

if only the postage&package were not so incredibly high.

1000

Sat, 27 Aug 2005 13:04:52 GMT

one thousand days together, how's that for loving someone (and being loved in return)?
tqv MVOS-N

[lyrics]

dah noos

Tue, 28 Jun 2005 23:42:52 GMT

the news:

this thursday, june 30th 2005 I'll be taking a flight to Moscow, and I'll be staying there for the whole month of july (almost; my flight back is on july 30th). I'll be receiving lessons daily (4 hours in the morning) mon-fri for the first three weeks, on the fourth we still have the right to use the facilities of the campus (including room and bathroom) but everyone usually just packs and travels to other cities, most commonly Saint Petersburg.

I had more news, I know I said I'd post more, but right now I'm tired (1:50am) and blogger hasnt helped to make my mood any better.

I hope all of you are well, and will have wonderful holidays

I'll try to update when I return. As always, one hug per visitor and feel free to comment or write me emails :)

p.s. MVOS-N and I have been together now for two consecutive years and almost seven months ^_^

i'm back

Fri, 27 May 2005 22:15:11 GMT

or front ;p (depends on where you are when you look at me)

lame jokes aside, I've been wanting to update for quite some time, say 6 months or so every two weeks I'd come up with ideas to post, but wouldn't have the time and/or the computer to do so...

anyone heard of a spork? I read a strip on the Brevity comic about it which was quite funny, but I cant find it now, instead the other day I came across an old saying: "In the land of the blind, the one-eyed man is king." Tell me what you think.

am I drifting aside? I think so. Anyway, I've got some real news, but I wont post them today, I think I'll wait for next week, or even next-next week ;)

for now I can tell you that: I still like chinese, I'll be on finals starting june 6th-10th, I've added some new people to my LJ's friends' list and taken no-one out of it, no matter how long it's been since they last posted a thing, they're still my friends so they should remain in the list. Of course, I have less than a hundred friends, so I dont need to thin the herd.

there was something else I wanted to write/post today, but I cant remember now :p /me sleepy

well, as always, lotsa love and all good things, and a free hug for each and everyone of you ^_^

p.s. I must admit it, I am a SW fan but I havent seen EpIII yet, monday 30th may evening is the day.

it's been two years now

Sat, 19 Mar 2005 23:50:51 GMT

since one mistake led to another and the result ended in my dog Yosi having to be put to sleep.
Two years that at least once per week something or someone reminds me of that brownish fluffball that used to curl up in my bed and jump to my table in search of cuddles.

With this post I dont intend to look whinny, and I'm not depressed, only somewhat frustrated and angry that he had to go because of a series of misunderstandings, human errors.

----------------------------------------------

apart from this: hey! how are all of you doing? I havent checked most LJs lately, only some and certain dates, out of curiosity and coincidence, mainly.

You all (ought to) know my email addys, so if there's something you'd like to tell me, I may not have much time for reading LJ posts or answering fwds, but there's always time for replying to pals, be them pen~ or close.

*hugz to all that want some*

silly quote

Sun, 28 Nov 2004 21:34:12 GMT

taken from a fwd that took it form a book about bizarre happenings and sayings at justice courts

> Q: Do you know if your daughter has ever been involved in voodoo or the occult?
> A: We both do.
> Q: Voodoo?
> A: We do.
> Q: You do?
> A: Yes, voodoo.

reminds me of the song sung in the movie 'Labyrinth' by David Bowie, something titled "Mind with the babe" or other.

update

Sat, 22 May 2004 12:13:17 GMT

[DISCLAIMER: I´m losing my english communication skills, therefore forgive any

mistakes shown on this piece of writting]

so, after ... four full months (and some days) I'm updating. Sure, it's just a resumè for

the months of january, february and half of march but hey, it's better than nothing, no?

And this goes to show that I still want to keep up to date, therefore I´m making the next

resumè.

w.t.f. has happened all this time? well, here's a resumè of some of the most

important/remarkable stuff (in chronological order):

~january 6th _ 3 Wise Kings/Men'day = presents! mobile phone, books, money and a

chinese writing brushes' set among other things. <*> also started to play -for

fun- NeverWinter's Night but didnt get too far.

~january 7th _ for once in my life I go on shopping spree at sales. (Days on I'd

lose two earrings and a beautiful sweater I had bought then).

~january 8th _ end of Christmas holidays = back to university ¬¬ ; received a

package from the USA: import comic books = yay ^_^

~january 12th _ discovered an uncle of mine was terminally ill (from that day on my

mother will be travelling back and forth to check on my aunt); and also the

panties-for-all manga called "Aika"

~january 14th _ gave a lecture on Chejov's short stories and the societies he

describes thorugh the characters for Russian Literature - days onward I´ll be told mine

was the best lecture.

~january 18th _ watched on german music tv Viva last episode of "X" by Clamp.

~january 21st _ I'm informed my uncle's dying of lung cancer and multiple

metastasis (he had been smoking for all his adult life, but had quit two years ago).

~january 23rd _ MyVeryOwnSchmootsie-Nür and start watching "Black

Adder" first season on dvd (nowadays I think we're stopped at fourth chapter second

season).

~january 24th _ last shopping spree on this year´s january sales.

~january 25th _ I wake up in the small hours (6:40am), seconds later I hear my

mother's mobile phone ringing, my uncle has died. Dinner ina fancy restaurant with

MVOS-N (special offer 2x1).

~january 26th _ all my house gets up early; car to my uncle´s funeral and mass.

Meet some family I´ve heard of but never actually known.

~january 30th _ after a few days feeling weak and slow, at night at MVOS-N's

house I fall sick. Return home in his father's car (instead of 1 hour combo of

subway and bus).

~february 1st _ dinner with MVOS-N in fancy restaurant (again 2x1 offer) ->

month·ary

~february 7th _ Mensa Spain's 20th anniversary dinner; afterwards MVOS-N´ll

sleep at home but not in the same room as me.

~february 9th _ russian literature exam, and hand out project (basically I typed

what I said at my lecture on january 14th) - failed exam cos didnt study, teacher says

I'll pass in September if I study a little more and improve just a bit my project.

~friday 13th _ MVOS-N and I spend a whole day at a mall-centre (many

different big shops all together in the same neighbourhood).

~february 14th _ I make a no-bake chocolate mousse cake for MVOS-N and we

eat it for dinner's dessert.

~february 15th _ my comic collection grows as I buy tons of good quality second

hand WildCATS quite cheap.

~february 27th _ watched "Lost In TRanslation" undubbed with spanish subttiles at

cinema.

~march 2nd _ MVOS-N and I buy a 200€ dvd/divx/whatever-you-ask portable

player (100€ each of us).

~march 5th _ finally saw Mel Brooks' "High Anxiety" undubbed (I'd seen it like 6

times, no kidding, but I knew the jokes in spanish).

~march 6th _ saw "Kill Bill Vol.1" undubbed at cinema (bought tickets previous

day).

~march 7th _ tried to contact sheekayt for her birthday.

~march 8th _ my german teacher (I no longer go to german lessons, but she´s been my

teacher for three of my four years studying it) tells me it´d be better if I finished all

5courses of german and french before going to university, I tell her I´m already in

university, we both think if I should leave university until I finish my foreign

languages...

~march 11th _ I didnt have lessons that day because teachers and

schools were on strike, and so was my university. Mum called home early in the morning,

telling me and my older stepsis not to take the train and to switch the telly on to see

the news. I had to call a lot of people that morning and afternoon, to assure them I wasnt

being the news. I had planned for some weeks to see my 6-year-old lil'bro after school,

and so I did take him home from his studying place.

~march 14th _ first time I vote on national elections.

more to come a.s.a.p.

and from the new year...

Sun, 04 Jan 2004 20:05:19 GMT

...a post!

just a quick note to say I´m alive, not kicking much though ;p

_today as I was checking emails I joined yet more groups and forums. I´ll probably wont be able to keep up with them either (and I mean either cos I havent read my friends´ journals in almost two weeks, which means I´ll have to read around 400 past posts next time I log in).

_also want to thank T3GF: P, M & K for their supercool x-mas card :)

_will hopefully update in two days or so. If not, dont expect one in weeks :p

küsses ^_^

happy -late- xmas (again)

Fri, 26 Dec 2003 03:14:41 GMT

~ tomorrow I part to the north, to MVOS-N´s family cottage. 6 and a bit hours on bus; maybe cos I think I´ll sleep on the way I´m not sleepy now? I´ll pass the end-of-year there, mum´s prolly gonna miss me much.

~ I havent sent proper bd gifts to people I know whose bd has passed. If such is your case, write to me (comment or email me) and dont hesitate to ask for stuff.

~ I have around 80 unanswered LJ comments in my mailbox, go me.

~ I´ve been all day feeling as a 'nuthin', I mean i wasnt happy, I wasnt sad, I wasnt sick nor healthy, awake nor sleepy, and it´s 4am and I stil am unsure of my current state of body and mind.
Of course the fact that the night of x-mas I slept too little and was awakened many times by the wails of poor lil´John (bro) who was sick and had his nose full of -well, you can imagine the kid and his nose, right?- and that today´s nap was although 1hour long it felt short and incomplete, has nothing to do with my state.

~ //insert 15 minute lapse here// is there something else I wanted to mention tonight? Uuh, dunno... ;.;
maybe that my wish list (for january 6th) isnt empty but has none of the real/big stuff I wanted/needed, and probably I wont even get that.

~ good night to you all [and those without a journal too ;) ] and may you have a good start of the year 2004.

p.s. the song´s lyrics can be found here

long time, ..... no quizzies! ^_^;

Fri, 26 Dec 2003 02:50:44 GMT

most of them seen in other LJs or blogs and done.

Take the What Should Your New Year's Resolution Be? Quiz

The Escape key, you would rather do nothing rather
then sort of escape from trouble hence the result.
You would also prefer to be alone.
Which key on the keyboard are you? brought to you by Quizilla

What Finding Nemo Character are You? brought to you by Quizilla

You are Princess Mononoke from "Princess Mononoke". You have a firery temper but stand up for what you think is right. You dont always win the battle but you never let that get to you. If you havent seen this movie I suggest you rent it!
What charecter are you from one of Miyazakis films?(they`re anime children films)
brought to you by Quizilla

Dark goddes. You are responsible for all thats bad and evil in the world. Some would say you were let out of Pandoras box
What beutiful goddess are you?(with anime pics!) brought to you by Quizilla

and if I´m not mistaken that is URD (or Uld depending on translation/trasncriptions) from "Oh My Goddes!!"

You're half Dragon! Powerful, and prideful. Most of the time you just shove off thoes flies with a good kick or punch. Heh, that should teach them! But remember, not everyone is up to the same level as you, be nice, and let them catch up.
What Kinda Half-Bred Are You?! brought to you by Quizilla

this one aint got "see all results" button, so I´d be glad if people with other results would tell me (no need to publish it).

You are Cool. Take theJust....Who are you? quiz
brought to you by Quizilla

You're SELF CONSCIOUS like an ELF! You don't eat because you must look perfect for everybody...even ugly dwarves that have no chance with you whatsoever...but you must make them drool...Keep 'em barkin' Narcissus!
Which Lord of the Rings personality are you? brought to you by Quizilla

argh! omg, I cant believe I got this one, better try again -> aaaaarrrrgh! *faints* I got him again. PLEASE tell me I´m not an elf xp

and another LOTR:
YAY!!! YOU'RE MY NEW BEST FRIEND!!!! You are worthy of the title: Lord of the Rings Scholar. Now shuddap while I watch the Return of the King!!!!
How Well Do You Know the Lord of the Rings? brought to you by Quizilla

no I´m not:
you are a dog. You love to run and play and have fun and jump and play. You're a loyal person and very loving. You have a lot of friends
What kind of animal are you? brought to you by Quizilla

and this one´s just wrong, I answered to most (empty) so how come I know the answers? :p I wish I knew and played a lot of DDR. You are the master of DDR!! How much DDR knowledge do you have? brought to you by Quizilla

and here´s the lyrics to the song:

Sweet Harmony by The Beloved

Is it right or wrong
try to find a place
we can all belong?
Be as one
try to get on by
if we unify?
We should really try
All this time
spinning round and round
made the same mistakes
that we've always found
Surely now we could move along
make a better world?
No it can't be wrong

Let's come together right now
oh yeah in sweet harmony
let's come together right now
oh yeah in sweet harmony
let's come together right now
oh yeah in sweet harmony
let's come together right now
oh yeah in sweet harmony

Oh yeah
oh yeah
oh yeah

Let's come together ...

Time is running out
let there be no doubt
we should sort things out
If we care
like we say we do
not just empty words
for a week or two
Make the world your priority
try to live your life ecologically
Play a part in a greater scheme
try to live the dream
on a wider scene

Let's come together ...

"season´s greetings"

Sat, 20 Dec 2003 00:28:16 GMT

will try to make this short (because it´s late and tomorrow I hafta get up early).

havent written anything here since nov. 23rd -> bad
have thought a lot about posting -> good
have tried to keep up with friends´ posts - > good

currently on holidays -> great
anniversary with MVOS-N was good
birthday was ok

tomorrow I´ll spend time w lil bro and bf -> tiring but otta b good

x-mas wont be any cool this year, maybe cos I´m kind of a grown up now *pout*

xmas wishlist is non-existent; I have a few ideas in my head, but none are awsome, not even good. And not that I always make a wish list, or that I´m expecting many gifts, but because mum, dad, and family are asking me what thing/sI want from them.

uni isnt going as well as wished/hoped. nonetheless i expect myself to get better after holidays. Anyone in for encouraging comments?

i wish yous alls "merry xmas and happy new year", you know the line but maybe you dont always get the feeling; so instead I´ll type *HUG* :)

long time without posting...

Sun, 23 Nov 2003 20:05:43 GMT

and that´s because university, plus foreign languages plus teaching takes up most of my 'awake' time :( [I will never quit my sleeping hours for the sake of emails, homework or money]

_ ´ve read 280 past posts :p

_ ´m making a wish list for my parents for bd and x-mas

_ dog is a nuissance: absolutely lobotomized, stupid and too damn obedient. And today (sunday 23rd) it´s sick, puking and shittting all over the house. I didnt want him here in the first place, but it seems the rest of the family, for once with pets, does want to keep him. Good for them, I´ll be quiet and ignore the dog.

_ november 20th was Schmootsie-Nür´s bd; I celebrated it with him and the family on thursday, and yesterday (saturday 22nd) we had a party at his house with some of his close friends. Had fun. Btw, for spanish followers: la fuente del ordenador de dodu hizo *puf* el jueves, así que hasta dentro de una semana no creo que sepáis nada de él por medios internautales... creo

_ I can barely check mails once per week, let alone check mailing lists, journals and blogs. I wish I had more time, you know the line that goes like: "a 28 hour day" or something like that...

_ I miss all of the people I met back in summer 2002 :(

_ many CRFH journal/friends have new Maritza-like avatars. Cool.

_ during my weekdays I think of many different stuff, most of it could be posted, if only I had the means and time to write it when it comes to mind and later transcribe it here :(

_ soon it´ll be time again for the R.A.M. But before that MVOS-N and I´s anniversary o.o

_ on friday (21st) I went to Expocómic Madrid 2003. Had Cels Piñol sign a new comic of Fanhunter for me and a pic taken with him. And even better: bought "Blacksad: the making" and had it signed, a drawing made by and a picture taken with Juan Díaz Canales, the man who writes the script for the Blacksad albums (who happens to draw almost as well as Juanjo Guarnido).

_ I have noticed how lately my english language skills have gotten much worse. And I realized that I havent read a serious book in english for a good 6 months and havent done any exercises from text books in almost two years an a half; another thing that I´d like to change but again only by having more time I could achieve :(

_ I dont want x-mas to come, the house will be full of unwanted relatives, way to many for our house, and I do hate it to leave my room for spoiled cousins that´ll read, touch, and chaotysize everything they shouldnt. I wish I could spend X-mas (the holiday season, not 24th and 25th of december) alone. I cant go visit my dad cos he´ll be away, and I cant stay at MVOS-N´s cos mum would very much dissaprove. But I dont want to stay home if 'home' will be a full crazy house...

_ better finish entry and go to bedroom, many unfinished homework left waiting. Busy week ahead for me. Tired cos slept too late too little last night.

last thing before I go to sleep: a funny!

Thu, 06 Nov 2003 01:09:37 GMT

see fun, specially if you watch certain cartoon series. I seldomly watched this one, and I watched it i german, but it´s soo twisted up ;)

ok, baack in the journal :p

Thu, 06 Nov 2003 00:57:45 GMT

man I´m tired! today has been veeeery long for me: I woke up early so I could have breakfast early so I could shower early so I could dress up early so I could be at the bus stop early so I could catch the bus early so I could get to the bus station early so I could catch the second bus to uni early so I could be at the entrance hall of the uni, ready for a lecture (notice, NOT lesson, but lecture; although actually they were mini conferences of around 30 mintues each) so I could earn my ¿right? to skip a ¿partial exam? [gawd, my mind´s just fuzzy static now; if some of you find this to say in the least amusing or interesting I might try to give it another go, later when I´m not so *duh/d´oh*]

· I liked Gendy Tartakovsky for his ideas, not for the drawings, and these ugly plastic figures from drwaings from real people are just too much. :-/ *bleargh!*

· a note from from a mailing list:
Hello
I'm putting out a dvd on November 17th. So if you'll forgive the shamelss self-promotion, let me tell you about it...
There's 6 hours of material on the dvd, including a 90 minute Glastonbury live performance, all of the videos from '18', a bunch of really dumb comedy sketches that I've made, a 90 minute megamix of the remixes from '18', 90 minutes of unreleased songs and demos, every photograph that i've taken in the last 2 years, and a bonus disc containing the b-sides from '18'. In other words, a lot of stuff.
" It's good, if I do say so myself. Mr. Fish comes back, but now he's a star and you'll meet a whole bunch of new people, like Yevgeny the Tjakijistani juice salesman and some bad student film from "Eustace Tuba" who is an aspiring bad student filmmaker from somewhere in Europe, who also happens to be me. Not to mention my nervous American's guide to a Tokyo hotel room and lots more. But, I've said too much already....
Thanks
moby
I think the guy´s so small he´s kinda cute. But I dont think I´ll be buying that dvd. I thought he was gonna say he wuz gonna release a "greatest Hits" like almost everybody else in the music market these days :p I´d buy that.

· been checking some online comic strips I hadnt read in two weeks. It´s less hard than having to read three weeks of blogs though :p

· euhm, I´m blank. utterly and absolutely blank *blink blink* so I guess that´s all for this (today´s) post....

things I´ve forgotten to mention in my last posts

Mon, 03 Nov 2003 14:19:31 GMT

~ on october 15th MVOS-N gave me a nice surprise
he´s soo good to me ^_^ [I wuv him vewy much]

~ on november 1st (our eleventh monthary) his parents and mine met during dinner, they took both os us along. It wasnt as tense as I had thought it would be.

~ the missing link at this past post is here (for the video) and here for the lyrics.

~ I´m sure I´m forgetting more stuff, but at least the toy and the video are done now.

~ euh, yeah; more stuff: Some of you know I have ICQ and MSNmessenger, but most of you never see me online. That´s cos I dont have much internet time, and when I do get on the net, the messeneger is more often than not being used by some step-thingy of mine, so no msngr, and the icq takes time to start, and I sometimes forget to switch it on. Still, every now and then I open icq and recieve messages, so if you need something:
a) in a hurry -> mobile phone; if not e-mail
b) not so hurriedly -> email
c) simple curiosity or just because -> icq
just reminding you where to find me if ever needed.

~ dunno what else. I´m so sure I´m missing something :P

random, as usual

Sun, 02 Nov 2003 22:52:04 GMT

~ a short reference/article about MetallicA as SouthPark cast; It should have been fun, but it was all about not downloading music from the net, so *bah* to them.

~ I havent heard a thing (in english language) yet about the heir of Spain, Felipe de Borbon, getting married. I wanted top post a flashy link, but no news in english yet :p

~ sleeeeeeepy. I´ve done my homework for tomorrow and next day this evening in two hours and a half *phew* so tiring,
and it was quite amusing /and/ annoying to see my mum procrastinating: she had to study two lessons of her weird psychology book, she didnt wanna, she got up and cleaned, and played at the computer, and watched the telly and sat for a five minutes or so staring or reading her book, dunno, and then up again ;D *lol*

~ my mum and stepdad have accepted the offer of a friend´s friend of a one year old already trained in obedience school Golden Retriever pup. They´ll pick him up and bring him home tomorrow. If some of you recall, we (in my house) used to have a small cross-breed dog named Yosi. My parents had him put to sleep because he was a nuissance to all (except me), and at that moment said they wouldnt take another dog until one of us kids had left home and stablished alone. Now they take in this trained dog. I dont know what to expect. I´ll try to enjoy it, as with my other two dogs; we had one before Yois, his name was Zeus, we were to keep him for 6 to 9 months and potty train him so he coukld be later trained to help blind or disabled people. I did like that dog but every morning I woke up saying to myself: "this dog aint yours, he´ll be taken away from you one of thses days" so when he finally was called back I didnt suffer much, But with Yosi I cried almost every day, because I rememberd him in my daily life. Some months have passed, now I barely remember specific things as his smell, his bark sound, or his fur colour, I only remember approximately his size and how he used to sleep naps in my bed, at my feet. Pictures remind me of his fur and I still remember all his not-so-~~dear~~clean and other habits. I really dont know what I´ll do tomorrow night after I come back from french lessons. What am I supposed to feel and do? This dog is not responsible for Yosi´s or my parents behaviour, he deserves my love just like any other dog (and that´s a lot) we´ll see...

and as I said on my previous post this afternoon: good start of the week to you all ^_^

tís been a good weekend

Sun, 02 Nov 2003 12:48:38 GMT

_ didnt know there were evil neopets *grin* wish I could have taken this one as my pet, instead of MySithApprentice a mere small red shoyru that´s been ill with UggaUgga for the last seven months or so :p and I cant ever find Sporkle syrup at the pharmacy. And btw, anyone know how I could see my secret avatar? o.o

_ reccomendation for MVOS-N ;) dont watch the video for "Enjoy the silence" by Depeche Mode, you wont like how the king is dressed (plus the lyrics though great, do not apply to us).

_ quotes from fwd:
· "Dont upset me! I´m running out of places to hide the bodies" *lol*

· ~Beauty of a Woman~

The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears,
The figure she carries, or the way she ! combs her hair.
The beauty of a woman must be seen from her eyes,
Because that is the doorway to her heart,
The place where love resides.
The beauty of a woman Is not in a facial mole,
But true beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul.
It is the caring that she lovingly gives,
The passion that she shows.
The beauty of a woman
With passing years -- only grows.

· A short hot love story
I shall seek and find you...
I shall take you to bed and control you...
I will make you ache, shake and sweat until you gunt and groan...
I will make you beg for mercy...
I will exhaust you to the point that you will be relieved when I leave.
You will be weak for days.
all my love,
the flu

and just what were you thinking?

_ have I mentioned that I like colouring? (not drawing). Wish I had more free time, I dont even have enough tiome for doing homework and revising lessons :(

_ have to go now, read sunday newspaper and have lunch. Best wishes into this new week to everyone, specially to fisherking whose bd is today Nov. 2nd.

bye!

p.s. now stepdad and stepsis know I have a LJ. Hope I wont have to migrate to aniother username to leave it public...

eleventh monthary

Sat, 01 Nov 2003 13:05:21 GMT

A Question of ~~lust~~ trust

Fragile
Like a baby in your arms
Be gentle with me
I'd never willingly
Do you harm

Apologies
Are all you ever seem to get from me
But just like a child
You make me smile
When you care for me
And you know...

It's a question of lust
It's a question of trust
It's a question of not letting
What we've built up
Crumble to dust
It is all of these things and more
That keep us together

Independence
Is still important for us though (we realise)
It's easy to make
The stupid mistake
Of letting go (do you know what I mean)

My weakness
You know each and every one (it frightens me)
But I need to drink
More than you seem to think
Before I'm anyone's
And you know...

It's a question of lust
It's a question of trust
It's a question of not letting
What we've built up
Crumble to dust
It is all of these things and more
That keep us together

Kiss me goodbye
When I'm on my own
But you know that I'd
Rather be home

It's a question of lust
It's a question of trust
It's a question of not letting
What we've built up
Crumble to dust
It is all of these things and more
That keep us together

btw, please bare in ind that though I know a lot of english and I understand almost everything in written modern anglosaxon, I may have misunderstood some of this lines. The feeling I wanted to express with this song is love and trust, and how he, my significant other, knows me, respects me and (I think) loves me, and how much I want to love him back in return for all these past months. THANK YOU

[see official lyrics page here]